All posts tagged happiness

And So It Ends

Published December 31, 2015 by atirahjewel

After all this time,

I’m still lamenting the absence of wings on my back.

I’m still tortured by the truth of being where I am now,

Not being where I was

Or where I’d like to be.

Though time is moving and jumping forward,

I’m still struggling with my inability to turn it backwards.

And yet, I know I can’t.

I’d dream a dream so beautiful that after all these years,

I couldn’t help but cling to it.

And now I know,

And now I’m finally realising,

I have got to give it up.

And so it ends,

And so it’s over.

This is me saying goodbye to my tragic fantasy,

And saying thank you to all of the wonder it filled me with.

I’m gone and so is she.

And I’m sorry, my love,

But she’s gone and she has to be.

My heart is breaking off into shards,

I’m drowning in this ocean of tears,

My hands are shaking in pain and fear,

I’m dying within myself,

I want to hold on,

I want to wake up to my darling dream,

But now I know,

And I now declare,

No matter how much hope and wish and try

To bring this bliss back,

It’s already dissolved into me.

And so it ends,

And so we end.

I’m sorry, my sweet love,

I’m sorry, my holy dear,

But she’s gone.

She’s gone now.

And so it ends.

The End.

Copyright © 2015
by Atirah Jewel


Make me Believe

Published June 24, 2012 by atirahjewel

Make me believe,

In love again,

Make me have faith,

In love again,

Make me realize there can be happiness,

In love again,

Hold me close to you,

Intertwine your hand in mine,

Kiss my heart with your sweet lips,

Make me believe I can fall,

In love again.

Copyright © 2012 by

Atirah Jewel

Take Me Higher

Published February 6, 2012 by atirahjewel

Take my heart,

Carry it with you,

Up to the highest peak on the enormous mountain of love,

When you get to the top,

Make sure to hold it close,

It is very fragile in your hands,

Please don’t let it fall,

I put all of my trust in you,

To take care of this heart,

To cherish it with every breath you take,

To show it all of the magical wonders of love.

Take my body,

Lead me to the wondrous cliff of ecstasy,

And when we get there,

Pull me off of the edge with you,

As I fall in your arms,

Take me higher,

Higher to the brightest star of happiness,

Glorious strings of light surrounding us,

Air rushing past us from every direction,

I can’t tell if we are falling up or down,

But I don’t care anymore,

Just caress me passionately,

And let me stay like this always,

Forever falling into the bottomless pit of love with you.

Copyright © 2012 by

Atirah Jewel