Oblitus

My dear, my dearest,

Good-bye to you,

As the cloak glittered with jewels finds you,

Oh, what sorrow follows tainted love,

I’m sorry you had to go,

Ripped from me,

And ripped from my heart.

 

My sweet, my sweetest,

Farewell to you,

Your body left to decay in the filth that made you,

But don’t worry, you will not be remembered tomorrow,

You will be forgotten like my love for you,

So my dear, my sweet,

Decay.

Copyright © 2012 by

Atirah Jewel

Good-bye to You

What future lies ahead of us?

A miserable, unfortunate one,

All I can hope is you will hold my hand as we blindly walk into it,

And that you will wipe my tears when I fall,

But in this depressing future that I have to look forward to,

I am alone,

With no one to guide me,

Good-bye to you,

I will cry but no one will dry my tears,

I will fall but no one will help me up,

I know you will eventually have to leave me and go your own way,

But please stay with me,

At least,

For one more day,

Before I have to say,

Good-bye to you,

Before I am alone, screaming where I will not be heard,

Dissolve gracefully, my friend,

Good-bye to you.

Copyright © 2012 by

Atirah Jewel

Azure Velvet

I was dreaming,

Of a world free of sin,

I was hoping,

For a world free of heartbreak,

I was wishing,

For a world full of beauty,

But those wishes,

Those hopes and dreams,

Would never be fulfilled,

So I dreamt to get away from here,

Away from this cold-hearted world I am forced to live in,

I longed for paradise,

A paradise so wondrous,

I would never have to wish again,

I was so lonely,

So spectacularly broken,

The only thing I could ever do,

Was dream,

Wish that death would take me over,

Hope that death would become me,

I basked in the radiance of the thought,

My being was too filled with the sorrow,

Of the unfeeling world,

Of the cruel world,

So I lifted myself,

I saw finally the beauty of the snow,

The stars gleamed brightly as they fell from the sky,

Spotting the ground white,

Sparkling white stardust, snowdrops,

I would no longer cry tears,

I would no longer feel pain,

Death now surrounded me,

And touched my skin,

With delicate folds of azure velvet,

I was free,

I was happy,

I was dreaming,

Of a world free of sin,

I was hoping,

For a world free of heartbreak,

I was wishing,

For a world full of beauty,

But those wishes,

Those hopes and dreams,

Would never be fulfilled,

So I dreamt to get away from here,

And away I went.

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Atirah Jewel

Flowers

Your heart,

So beautiful,

Like you your face,

Like your soul,

With eyes so delicately piercing,

And skin so soft only could angel could possess,

I am taunted by the thought of you,

Creeping into my mind when I least expect,

When I try to get you off of it,

When I am dreaming,

The only thing I can dream is you,

And your hauntingly gorgeous angelic being,

Enveloped in your sweet kisses,

I feel true happiness,

Every time I am with you,

It is like the first time,

I experience love at first sight over and over,

Kissed by the goddess of love whenever you are around,

You took my shy bud of a heart,

And it bloomed into a beautiful flower,

Right in your hand,

Friable,

You could have crushed it at any time,

But you took care of it,

Under this beautiful sky you allowed it to grow,

So wonderful you are,

I love you so much,

That I hate you,

You bring me so much joy,

That you bring me the most sorrow I could ever experience,

My tears fall in big drops,

Like shining diamonds,

That fall up into the sky,

And create the stars,

That embrace your sweet soul that has left me too soon,

Always dreaming of you,

Wishing you were still here,

But you are not,

You left me too soon,

Forever loving you,

And your memory,

My flower.

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Atirah Jewel

Take Me Higher

Take my heart,

Carry it with you,

Up to the highest peak on the enormous mountain of love,

When you get to the top,

Make sure to hold it close,

It is very fragile in your hands,

Please don’t let it fall,

I put all of my trust in you,

To take care of this heart,

To cherish it with every breath you take,

To show it all of the magical wonders of love.

Take my body,

Lead me to the wondrous cliff of ecstasy,

And when we get there,

Pull me off of the edge with you,

As I fall in your arms,

Take me higher,

Higher to the brightest star of happiness,

Glorious strings of light surrounding us,

Air rushing past us from every direction,

I can’t tell if we are falling up or down,

But I don’t care anymore,

Just caress me passionately,

And let me stay like this always,

Forever falling into the bottomless pit of love with you.

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Atirah Jewel

Heart and Soul and Beyond

I finally felt what it’s like,

To love at first sight,

You shone brightly at me,

There at the end of the room,

You were so beautiful,

Though I could so barely see your face,

Without you I would surely crash,

Destroyed I would be,

Engulfed in the flame,

With you I am in paradise,

And such a sweet paradise, paradise,

So gentle with your touch,

My neck is tender with your sweet kisses,

My body is open to your passionate embrace,

You hold me so tightly,

You make me feel safe,

But then you are gone,

And we become a game of hide and seek,

I am searching forever it seems,

Still I search,

Because I know I will find you and love you once more,

I always find you in something,

I always have a reason to think of you,

Dream after dream,

I fall in love with you again,

Day by day,

My love for you grows stronger,

I cannot live without you,

Because I am a delicate flower,

And you are the sunshine,

I need my sunshine,

Or else I shall wither and  die,

Your hot sun rays catch my blood on fire,

And the fire from a dragon’s breaths blazes inside me,

So much like you, it is,

Free, warm, comforting,

Passionate,

You are so perfect to me,

I some times believe you can’t be more than a mirage,

A mere optical illusion,

But I come to my senses,

I know this can’t be,

I am the only person who sees you as I do,

But I am not the only person that sees you,

I see you in a different way,

A better way,

You are the beautiful sky, wonderful night,

My insides crumble because I know you are not really here,

I wish you to know,

The first real step I take,

Will be one that brings me closer to you,

One more tomorrow,

And you’ll be a little closer,

Yet still so far away,

Our souls have met, though we have not,

But I have already declared,

When we do meet,

I will give my heart and soul and beyond,

Because I love you.

I Love You.

Copyright © 2011 by

Atirah Jewel